A friend of a friend of mine once told her that women never knew what they really wanted… He’s totally a generalist, and his words sound sarcastically judgmental. However, just this morning I sensed that I am amongst those "women" he referred to.
I hope against hope
I crawl amid resentment
With you I’ll walk the globe
It’s my lifetime contentment
I wish upon a star
I plead down on my knees
If time will end the war
I want you to bring in the peace
I am up for joy
I want no longer pain
No one is to annoy
Only happiness and laughter remain
I love, I want, I need,
Then I lose, I mourn, I bleed.
Why does love barely succeed?
Or only my poor heart lost the bid?
I hold my tears from falling
Strive to stand up and recuperate
Though it’s your name I’ve been calling
Your heart and mine shall separate
Leave, Love…
Fade away
I’ll be tough
But please don’t stay
Leave and surrender
Never return
Let us hinder
And heal the burn
If the feeling stays to hurt,
Why don’t move to liberate?
If heart is only to ache,
Why don’t let it freeze?
If desire constrains,
Why trade freedom with it?
If dreams are unable to reach,
Why don’t wake up?
If the struggles useless,
Why keep on fighting?
If the story leads to nothing,
Why begin?
If you were to leave,
Why came up to me?
If pain is what love is created for,
Why acquainted love to me at first?
